After I read the letter I knew it was how Philip would express his feelings when he was angry.
I told Roy that he should send it. I asked Roy if I can have a copy of this letter and here it is:
Dear Brendan
You once asked me if I got any messages from Philip to let you know.
Well I did in the morning of the 4 August.
I was fast asleep in a deep state of rest, was very warm in bed, when I was brought out of the deep sleep by feeling icy cold, I was in a type of slumber so I moved, by doing so I felt the warmth come back, and started to go back to sleep. When I felt the icy cold again, this time I could fell Philip talking to me:- Get up I want you to write a letter.
Than I said to him I’ll do it in the morning.
‘NO HE SAID, DO IT NOW, YOU WILL FORGET
AND I WILL NOT BE HERE IN THE MORNING’.
I got up, the time was 2-30 AM and this is what he told me to write to you,
I am only his messenger here.
Friday Morning 4 August 2-30 AM
BRENDAN
YOU ARE A BLOODY IDIOT AND HAVE LOST THE PLOT. I COULD
HAVE BEEN A GREAT HELP TO YOU BUT YOU WISHED NO TO BELIEVE.
I WILL NOW STAND BACK AND OBSERVE YOU MAKE A FOOL OF YOURSELF.
YOU AND THE WHOLE FAMILY ARE MAKING HELL FOR YOURSELVES AND WILL NOT FIND PEACE UNTIL YOU ALL REALISE WHAT WRONG YOU HAVE DONE, MAKING OTHERS SUFFER THROUGH YOUR GREED.
IF YOU THINK YOU ARE SMART THINK AGAIN SO MANY PEOPLE THINK THAT WHEN
I DIED THAT WAS IT
WRONG WRONG WRONG.
I WILL NOT REST UNTIL I HAVE SEEN YOU ALL RECTIFY YOUR MISTAKES.
MY LOVING FRIENDS ARE DOING A FAR BETTER JOB THAN YOU.
WHY DIDN’T YOU CARRY MY WISHES. YOU HAVE A LOT TO ANSWER FOR NOW
FOOL, FOOL, FOOL.
NO BEING IS THAT SMART IN PHYSICAL FORM.
MY FRIENDS KNOW ALL YOU KNOW AS I AM IN TOUCH WITH THEM AND LET THEM
KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON.
WITH ALL YOUR BULL SHIT ON T.V. YOU WOULD NEVER MAKE AN ACTOR.
STICK TO WHAT YOU KNOW BEST NOT TRY TO BE A SOMEBODY
TRYING TO BE A SOMEBODY YOU BECOME A NOBODY.
BEFORE I WAS MADE TO LEAVE THIS PLANET I WAS TOLD OF YOUR FUTURE
AND WHAT I WAS TOLD IS NOW COMING TO PASS FOR FUCK SAKE LISTEN!
BE AWARE OF WHAT YOU THINK OF THE AFTER LIFE.
MY FRIENDS ARE NOT OUT TO GET YOU,
YOU WILL GET YOURSELF IN THE END
IF YOU DON’T RECTIFY THE FAMILY MISTAKES OR YOURS.
I AM SEEING MORE THAN YOU ALL CARE TO REALISE BE AWARE.
YOU ALL HAVE PROVED TO ME WHO YOU ARE SELFISH LOT OF BASTARDS.
YOU DID NOT CARE ABOUT ME OR SPIKE YOU MAY THINK YOU DID
YOU ALL HAVE PROVEN THIS TO ME AS I LIVE THROUGH ‘SPIKE’.
TAKE CARE MY EARTHLY BROTHER
I DO NOT WISH YOU HARM, OR MY FRIENDS, YOU WILL HARM YOURSELF
BE AWARE
PHILIP AND SPIKE 3.24 AM SPIKE IS NOT JUST A DOG
HE IS SPIRIT SEND TO TEST.
Here is the letter in original form:
Philip has progressed in his growth and this was expression soon after he died but he was very strong and still is.
On Saturday 15 March would be his birthday, so this is for him. I done this with love



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